I kneel on the floor
naked body broken mind leaning for support against your closed door I hear you behind it moving around whispering things while I sit bated breath me for you waiting I won't admit continue to delude project need to protect I on bruised knees I continue to submit too scared to knock you won't answer too afraid to use my voice I might anger the solid door my only support a connection to you my only anchor it's holding me up keeps me close at a distance continue to delude project it's you not me met with resistance triggers my trauma known of this toy what brings great pleasure a heightened joy behind this closed door just a decoy I hear you behind saying things to allude project door kept shut to protect too scared to knock louder you won't answer too afraid to try the handle you might anger I protect project I'm safe behind your door but in danger a closed door solid the wall in between kept at a distance me blind easy for you I'm unseen I hear you behind it moving around whispering things while I sit bated breath me for you waiting I won't admit continue to delude project need to protect avoiding and knowing I'm mistaken a solid closed door and nothing can be taken a glance a chance a supporting door upon I lean just wait longer waiting in hope proving submissiveness the right of the slash common romantic trope cold door hard floor no longer hear you on the other side my bated breath never were you there my prison my own punishment alone to hide I project no longer there I can't protect no longer here Stupid girl to think where I kneel with anyone's help I would heal.
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just me the woman the flaws the sadness the vulnerability and fears come to you her partner counterpart the man held in suspension your flaws sadness vulnerability and fears affording strength creating space a place for me to feel safe while I'm feeling nude broken misused unsure lost abused allow me a moment to draw in gather inhale strength return to me to find myself so I may turn to face the world again and return to you whole renewed gift my softness so unto you through my worship you may heal I'm not looking for
the man behind the mask. I'm looking for the beast that you bridle. This is who I want to experience. My fear is the depths of my depravity That you'll have me discover and to love. If you’re attracted to me,
then you’re ‘ugly’ too? and I likely already adore you. Unfolding unlocking unlimited Giggly at inappropriate times Laughing at all times possible Yearning to be caught laughing at inappropriate giggly times I’m a mess at times Because I don’t have it figured out And I try not to pretend to have it figured out You speak to me and I’m lost I’m lost because I am hanging on. To. every. Word. that. Floats. From. your. Delicious. Mouth. Did you say something? I am never the beauty queen But I entered a pageant Because I almost died and wanted to do something scary. I used to have an irrational fear of flying birds Afraid they’d shit in my mouth if I looked up at them I couldn’t help but then look UP at THEM! I think too much I think Often I cry ‘cause I can’t be still And still I can’t cry often I love lazy mornings finger writing words across your naked flesh having you guess what I’m spelling until you realize I’m a horrible speller it was just an excuse for me to keep touching your skin and get lost in your delicious voice saying things to me Hold me if you’re my lover Hug me if you’re my friend High five to you when it’s my essence you can comprehend When I meet you I want to touch you If I have to leave you I hope it’s a better place Than before we began please forward this to someone in need of an upside down frown or show me some love or leave a kind thought 'cause thoughts are hot! and my vagina hasn't been used in years. The three of us need a break.
-reign it in slow your roll -nah let's fuck suck our way through this mess -better yet meditate don't medicate Respectfully, Ego- Id- Superego- The Dead Milk Men "Leggo my Ego" Thank you Meta for taking my lipping liking my tipping I do not like it I do not like it one bit I do not like being called out I do not like being called out to sit. Nonetheless I appreciate you~ |
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AuthorReleasing some steam. You should want to know me, not just a woman with pent up passion. Oh yea and you should start this from the beginning. |