I'm in my studio tonight. I needed time to myself the house was too loud. I needed a quick hot minute to think to myself. Tongue tied. My thoughts are tied. Trying to unravel. May speak to him soon. What do I say, what will be said. I'm trying hard to prolong this but uh, I've wanted so badly to hear him, hear his voice while I'm cumming. Playing fo76 online with others my brain and ears feel like they themselves are searching voices for his.
My brain needing to remember his voice. My ears wanting to cup his voice and let it wash down through out my body. Ugh wish I smoked. I'm saving my money for a vaporizer. I used to smoke cigarettes, ick. And had asthma growing up so my lungs are weak. Sometimes pot hurt more than helped, also made my anxiety worse. Found a vaporizer to micro dose. I feel like a hit would relax me a bit. I could take a drop of my tincture but won't work for like 30 min. Better than nothing. Will post pone this writing. Tincture worked a great deal. But then I couldn't sleep until 5 a.m. and turns out there wasn't a message, just notification, I was friended by him. I'm laughable. Worked up over the minimal; a gentle whisper would likely knock me over. Oh. My toy. How to keep this going for an extra minute longer? Play. Play with me. Let me play with you. I want to experiment. May I use you. Listening now to Apocalyptica "For Whom The Bell Tolls", and I long for the cello I played with briefly. The large wood instrument between my legs. The shoulder resting against me. My fingers dancing and sliding up and down the neck on the fingerboard as I take the bow in my other hand and lightly gently striking the cello strings pulling and pushing; vibrating tension creating sound. Beautiful. I've played flute, piano, currently guitar and wanting to do drums but I long for the cello. Nothing sexy today. I made myself cum hard this morning to get some sleep; as a delicious orgasm makes me sleepy but sometimes a good fuck gets me pumped. Finally fell asleep. Today good things in store, I'm researching. Play. Fitting I finish this with "Domination" Apocalyptica. Now sit. ~pull it to the side, keep it up & stay slow
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