At this time I was happy in a semi functional relationship. Our chemistry was great, we were friends and had known each other since 16. We would come home for a few weeks then return on tour for another few weeks. Great sex for lost time. We were cute together. He made me laugh and I made him cry from laughter. A few months from now from the time this album was released...on Halloween the girl I knew would break. And all this time wasted. I'm so sad and heartbroken I took that 'moment' and let it destroy me. A moment. All I had to do was sit in the hurt and gather my tribe and support to help me. Here I am now sad about this wasted time. Others having such a vibrant colorful life learning and exploring and here I was just trying to fit in with fucking grey shit. Interesting these thoughts as I pull my stones and card for a chakra reading....
I don't need to worry about my age when that's all really just how many times the Earth went around the sun while I have breath in me. My higher self is telling me now is the time and nothing is lost. I'm where I need to be at the time I need to be. This is great! I hope to 'feel' this message?! Prescription for self: Hug a tree! Sit under the tree and forgive self... Save me The heavens have opened The storm is over So let's start the parade Raindrops Will turn to laughter Forever after In your technicolor heartbeat And they say That it helps you forget everything Sweet charity Mr. Bungle- Sweet Charity Songwriters: Michael Allen Patton Sweet Charity lyrics © BMG Rights Management Patton, Michael Allen. “Sweet Charity.” Spotify, 2 July 1999, open.spotify.com/track/7GPkaA7ZYLKOsZylGPoxDQ?si=nz5T7NZBTBCLXQB0j7XApw.
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