Still with 50 Shades of Grey, made it to when he discovered she's a virgin and yawn, he wants to 'fix it'. I call bullshit. Not even had masturbated. For fuck's sake I remember as a kid I would masturbate to the idea I couldn't wait until I was old enough to have sex. I even wanted orgies! So much wrong with that maybe therapy is needed for that but even as a teenager I couldn't wait to fuck. I knew enough to want my first to be special and with parents in my head, I wanted to be engaged. So the first fucker that gave me a promise ring I gave him me. I was almost 18 years old.
But until then I was doing everything else but penis to vagina intercourse! I'm just not buying into the book's bullshit this chick is a virgin AND never masturbated. Then of course my mind wanders. Wishing I had my laptop with me, my notes will be added to my phone app. Since Grey showed her his rules my mind started to fantasize about "my rules". Hilarious because I do not have any. Safe words I had, but never rules. However, my heart is racing and I feel a twitch in my groin that maybe I should have rules? Whoa, could I be a closet dominant?! This is definitely exciting me. Without specifics, my rules: 1. Timing 2. Minimizing 3. Feelings 4. Non scheduled sessions-master avoidance 5. Social media darkness 6. Permission-undecided to disclose this site before, during or after playing, do you have any thoughts? Would love to hear, male or female perspectives as I'm open. Something is tingling. Fantasizing about sharing the actual rules. These are partial rules, since I share pretty much everything minus names here, I want these rules to be sacred. Just for my dutiful obedient participant(s)?
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AuthorReleasing some steam. You should want to know me, not just a woman with pent up passion. Oh yea and you should start this from the beginning. |