After I reconnected with an old flame, I talked to Mr. Pickle again. However my only thoughts were wishing I was talking to old flame. So, this clearly tells me I'm ready to end this sextion. I hadn't written about Mr. Pickle in awhile anyhow. What we had was good. Should stay and will remain there. Even if flame hadn't entered the picture I had decided it wouldn't work. Mr. Pickle hasn't changed, he says he's drug free but drinks and I'm not into that among other things.
The rekindle was nice but it burnt itself out. Maybe the fuel and ignition was there to begin with, but there isn't any oxygen to sustain itself. I don't have the desire to fan this flame. I don't have the breath in me to resurrect anything. He's my past and no ill will just hope he has the life he wants. My 28 year old self should smile knowing when she was drinking heavily because of a broken heart from him that he wasn't the one that got away. My soul has found peace from this release.
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AuthorReleasing some steam. You should want to know me, not just a woman with pent up passion. Oh yea and you should start this from the beginning. |