I have spacial synesthesia, most people will picture in their mind's eye the 12 month calendar as linear. However in my head it's a floating loop and I'm at the center. Time is happening around, 'me'. Me. Me. Me. Me. Me. Me. Me. As of now, however, in my mind I have the infinity symbol appearing. I'm in the crux of two circles. Energy flowing from one circle coming through into me while transitioning to the other side. That energy coming back around from the other side and back through me again. Energy smoothly transforming. Like a gentle ocean wave rocking to and fro. The pleasant waves moving around me while I stand in water up to mid calf. Water so gentle and crystal clear I can see the shells resting at the bottom. While staring down into the jostling water watching it drain back out to sea, it looks like I am going with the water, leaving me disoriented and dizzy. While trying to catch my bearings, without noise or any indication a much larger wave crashes into me. This one biting me with grit from sand hitting me. The turbulent waves slam into the front of my knees painfully trying to push and bend my legs backwards. And as quickly it recedes it returns again crashing into me, through me, with force trying to knock me down. The instant I feel I have my balance and am safe it returns trying to knock me down. Feet sinking in the sand. Cold water. Stinging my wet flesh with tiny shards of sand. Why does it keep happening? I'm in the water It was exciting Thrilling even Emotions flowing I was in the place I was meant to be The energy even Undulating Matching intensity Flowing out Returning This time yet again Not so just gone again fragile Until the flip~
not doing a good job of keeping anyone around long enough to flip you dear.
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