My last post about trust falling without a focal point, I found it. It is within me. My honesty and willingness to examine connections are my gauges, my thermometer, this is my north star. I read my rocks today and my chakras are all open and balanced and even my heart is open to male and female energy. While writing, out my chakras and my pulled cards for the day, I found a previously scribbled note or appears to be the start of a poem. But odd how it feels like it was a note to my future self, which is currently now at this very moment. I somewhat remember when I wrote it last summer. The message while listening to Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata 1st Movement: Moderation thoughts the blindfolds within intuitive communication without the noise of miscommunication without the empty space needing a fill of ambiguity This has so much meaning for me now. The cards I pulled current- To Be Fair(protection)- lead with kindness, empathy and courage Heading to- Higher Power (protection)- give to Spirit Action- Loyal Heart- trust divine protection Dynamic- declare feelings I played last night and afterwards, he played a song twice. I don't know what it's called or how to find it but while listening I connected to Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata 1st Movement. The song he played I made connections from beyond; thoughts of my deceased brother, and either initials S.H. or a name with 'sh' in it was trying to communicate with me. There was just a yummy cosmic openness. Human vulnerability, honest with feelings and needs and desire to have magical connections with others even if filled with fear. There was a moment last night where there was an intense connection. No walls. No thoughts. Even fear was present. A recognition of connection; I smiled to him for being present with me and this energy. I smiled at him because I saw him; I saw him see and feel this energy. That openness to step to the connection and let it unfold, even if with fear but allow that energy to form and swirl; that's what I want more of. Take that fear, be honest to it and with it; honor it. Honesty and honoring. I honor you and our connected energy by bringing my honesty.
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