I think I've mentioned before about keeping an energy calendar. My mood yesterday was low and worse today. Low energy and zero sexual energy. Sucks. But I guess with every force there are waxing and waning periods. My card today Unfinished Symphony; don't quit before the finish line and Spirit wants 'this' for me- to not overthink things. I almost threw in the towel. I have been so used to it going a certain way it would be less painful now to jump ship than not have it go anywhere.
But I think that's when it's time to just drop anchor and sit. Enjoy the moment. How's the view? No thinking, just being. Becoming still is okay. Good to just sit and be, let that energy refill. Belly dance class yesterday was nice and challenging. I felt so out of place though. It wasn't that I didn't feel I belonged, there was such a disconnect between my body and my mind. I had been letting my morning routines fall away, my meditation is one routine that helps me keep body and mind connected; remain grounded. For days my chakra rocks have my Root Chakra showing as blocked. Family can be a good source for grounding. All but one is out of state. I have a brother I plan to see next month. It would be good to just take a break from my day to day, take a nice long drive and hang out for the weekend or just a quick overnight trip. We used to watch Japanese horror/psychological thrillers and hang out. I love Takashi Miike's films like "Audition" it's an amazing mind fuck. It's a beautiful day here. My chakra rocks again say I need some grounding and meditation to ask what I want to manifest in my life. I should go hug a tree and whisper how I would like spirit's help to guide. I wish they would answer me back with direction; I don't share everything on here and need a place to share my good manifestations. until the flip~ wait for a sign
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