"Let's Get It On" Marvin Gaye I narrowed my list down to him. Dom A. Last night he said he wanted to work schedules to not neglect me. Cool. A turn on when I see those words, "not wanting to neglect". Today however, when I asked if I should let my final potentials know I'm going to just have one dom, his response was just, "Sure". Deflated. Not sure why I'm deflated. I go back and read his messages, they appear so different from the conversations we previously had. At one point I wanted to ask him if I was actually talking to two people. But I get it, my email writing is different from my text message writing and he's human he's having a day. I would write a post, and wait for a comment from him either after I posted or the next day. Not much lately. Again life. But what if he's just a hunter or thrilled at the prospect of competition. He did say I could have more than one, something about not limiting. Maybe things changed when he asked last night if I wanted to be chosen. I don't know. Then the Spanish speaking incident; he acted like he spoke Spanish. I told him of the time I learned a sentence from a friend of mine to tell my Chilean boyfriend off. Usually, when I repeat the sentence Spanish speakers will comment my accent is good. With him all I got were crickets. Then he admitted he only spoke a few words. Maybe I'm catching flags and ignoring it because of written words and blinded by my desperation. Desperate housewife and all. What are my responsibilities? How am I to behave? No schedule from him so no planned contact just seat of pants. Generally unplanned. With all of this and being new I have no idea what is normal, what are flags; this whole lifestyle could be viewed as a red flag quite frankly. Regardless I'm still excited to see where I am going and what I will do next. He's human and I'm gonna have an off day. I will see if in a few weeks things change. It will be interesting to look back at this.
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AuthorReleasing some steam. You should want to know me, not just a woman with pent up passion. Oh yea and you should start this from the beginning. |