"Work" Iggy Azalea
A mood. So spank me. Yes, really. Frustrated. Sexually frustrated and vibing hard. Cleaning up a "Daddy section" and so many thoughts. Thinking about Dv and how he would be better suited for the dom I need. A young pup, cocky, and very self assured would be better pushing my comfort zone. I don't mind a soft dom but I feel like with Mr. Pickle I would have to teach him how to dom. Dv though, I think I could just give him a list of task ideas and he'd run with it. Know what to do. He'd learn me; rewards and punishments. I'd have the tasks listed by grade. I complete sections and then I could move up from a... Whoa I was on a roll working on my daddy section. I completed and compiled lists, notes and details such as responsibilities for Dom and sub. Really detailed with Dv in mind. "Candy Shop" 50 Cent It's really a good list. I cleaned it up some because it was working me hard. Quickly, I wanted to send it to him see if he'd dom me. Then couldn't contain myself after I sent him a message about it. I ran to the bathroom. Headphones on, no need for the vibrator this wasn't going to take me long. Threw on some "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye. Fantasizing he responds with, "Yes send me the proposal." And with that he's equally turned on. Emphasized, I am really looking for a D/s 'relationship' here. Not just some extra kinky way to send nudes and get each other off but me wanting to be a sub. His sub. I want to complete tasks from him for him. I want to be rewarded by him. From him I want to be punished. He said no to me being his domme, okay after researching this lifestyle more I can see how he'd be a perfect Dom. I tested as a switch so I'm perfectly, rather purrrrrfectly content being a submissive; his. I've 'played' in the bedroom like minor playing just to get myself and my partner off and I've always wanted to be a sub but no one took me seriously and really dove in with me. He's adorable. He'd be good at this. Thinking back on our playing; yes he would order me nicely. Since I already 'know' him I'd feel better than finding someone off a website. And he's really hot. Young pup so cocky, yes him. He him would be soooooo gooood to dom me. "Vitamin D" Ludacris I'm scared to check snap. Told him if not interested or curious enough to see my proposal then decide, to just leave me on read. No reply is necessary I don't actually want to read, "No thank you." He already crushed me before. Okay what to do then if I don't hear back. Should I continue writing a fantasy as if he is dom'ing me? Do I join a website and find an actual dom? Writing about the process of finding a dom would be interesting. However, uh, I want him. Need him. He could 'fix' my hard vibe. Okay I'm just checking snap quickly. Phew. Not opened yet. Delivered 23 minutes ago. Gawd I think I'm going to have to use the bathroom again. This wait is making butterflies in my stomach drop to my crotch. Last check. 31 minutes delivered. I'm just going to post out of order and throw this up now. Maybe this will serve as intent and the magical universe will help answer my 'prayer'.
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