knee jerk reaction
in the wrong direction all day I spent writing all day to tell myself no instead with the second it took to 'send' why do I feel why it is I can't sit still Shouldn't be looping songs either. Pain medication didn't help, I don't do well with meds Being in physical pain doesn't help the brain. The tapping of the key strokes... sound has changed to dominos tumbling a perfect set-up ending self inflicted my words twisted I see clearly now I read it a hundred times somehow wasn't until after I sent the tone changed words and thoughts seem rearranged not the meaning not my intent not what I meant I don't know what I mean anymore not so brave just a girl that used words found strength was undeterred words from fantasy wanting to share her naked authenticity now no longer wanting my doing undoing undone done exploiting me I did the exposing I did the showing hurts to be this raw finally undone i'm down in a corner knees bent last rights on words spent emotions regret open sharing never preparing high is the cost back in the dark better to have stayed quiet and lost
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MH
8/6/2020 01:24:18 pm
Beautiful and a bit lonely. I feel the raw emotion.
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