(Listening to Dave Matthews "Crash Into Me") She lost her virginity Grey; excuse my sarcastic tone-they made love. Eye roll. The first 23 times with the guy that said we'd get married, I swore I was suppose to be a nun. It was awful. He was naive and awful. He was boring. I'm currently bored and in need of play. Crave some play. My out of state trip uneventful -all but family emergencies with immediate family in tow. Playing tourist was fun. Even the weather was dumb.
Now heading home my mind returns to DV. I know I said I didn't want to hear his voice and let my fantasy of him live on, but I long for a lip biting blush that only he gave. Be slowly fed double entendres, while taking a delicious few seconds to decide if talk was gaming talk or something else. Dirty. Biting my lower lip. In the back of the quiet van due to others sleeping or busy driving, I could, if the situation were to arise relieve some pressure. No one would know. Lap my blanket and just look out the window to see if the stranger in the next car would notice. Ahhh, memories of car self pleasuring sessions. I had a '78 blue Oldsmobile Cutlass Supreme-sparkle blue with a sunroof. I used the cruise control for the purpose of not for what it was intended! I loved warm city summer nights. As said before, with all of my dates, I'd have to make myself cum first. Before meeting up with my boyfriend I'd open the sun roof and set her to cruise. The warm winds and summer smells filled the car while I slid my right hand down my panties. (ahhh that word dv said so nicely but can't remember) A semi truck beside me, not sure if anyone could see me or that I cared, made me hotter. The thought of getting caught. Enough freeway and light traffic I didn't have to worry about having to hurry my climax. It was too much anyhow, I'm wet just thinking about that time. My jeep, however has no cruise control, and was a little harder to orgasm in. A particular drive from Mt. Shasta to Sacramento my boyfriend, at the time, sitting in the passenger seat was just watching wondering what I was up to. I wanted his attention and to get him hard as I planned to off road to have a quick fuck. I loved my roll bars. Hanging onto them while sliding my ass down onto his cock, man I love those bars. Trying to make myself cum while driving- the winding roads, foot on gas and one hand on wheel, felt dangerous; he had to take the wheel to make sure we didn't crash- I came quickly. Tonight thinking about these 'trips' started to get me hot and wet. As much as I'd love the challenge to see if a stranger in another car could see me have an orgasm it was getting dark and we were close to home. I'd rather tonight just have my excitement build. As much as I'd hate to admit this, DV won't be back and his delicious fading voice will soon be gone from memory. I have this 50 Shades book to at least warm me up and keep me warm...but just seems every time I try to get into it my mind wanders somewhere else. Maybe the only chance this book has with me is, if and when DVs voice and memory did in fact fade. After the fade then the shade. Ahhh booo-cheezy mcgreasy- Tried and failed at word play, fade/50 Shades. I'm thinking is must've been DV, I'm horrible at the game. Fucking beautiful fates- fades out with Dave Matthews "Say Goodbye"... "Just for an evening When we make our passion pictures You and me twist up Secret creatures And we'll stay here Tomorrow go back to being friends..." I hope we can go back to being friends, I have rules now so players know their positions and how to play. I doubt his silence is part of the 'the hot game' to get me worked up with anticipation; although that would be a cool fucking trick. "Sweet dreams" ...I return with a jumbled comment that hears more like, "Okay bae" I think it was a mixture of good-bye talk later = bye+later came out as bae...twisted. He had me. So I've got nothing until the flip, no pulling anything to the side, nothing kept up or telling anyone stay slow-tonight it will be just an "Okay 'bae'" ;) Sweet dreams...
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