Circular Safe Space
I'm a safe space for you to go inward to feel your inner experience; to have an inner experience. Many men are conditioned to not experience their feelings. I want to be the woman that provides you the safe space to feel. This also helps heal me. By default, the conditioning that fell on you about your feelings, unable to express (except anger), I too am conditioned about men showing gentle emotions. The looped rhetoric in my head makes my body feel discomfort when you express your feelings in a less than aggressive manner. I want to be fully present with my discomfort, desensitize society's conditioning. Allowing me to loosen that hold; become accustomed and comforted by you when you express your feelings. A reciprocal safe space. Conditioning has taught me, I am to be inward. In my feelings, inside my head, rather than be outside in body learning physical space. I would like from you to teach me how to be outward, outside of my inner self where I am most often. Story in my head is that most men see women as physically helpless, incapable and needing over protection to be taken care of. Therefore it is not necessary to teach me these things I want to learn because ‘you’ the man can just do it for me. I feel this when I am being mansplained to; this has me go inward so much I feel small and invisible. I am nervous and physically react when a man watches ‘over’ me; I’m not learning this way. Help me create a safe environment for me so I may be drawn outward; the freedom to breathe and learn. A place to heal the stories that I am capable and that a man can openly share his knowledge without talking down to me. A circular safe space; exchanging safety, meeting another vulnerably and healing the hurt from our stories society’s conditioning has placed on us. Some ideas of what I want to learn and yet even writing these I am feeling vulnerable: to 4wheel in my jeep, modify my jeep, drive in the snow, paraglide, change a tire, change my oil, backcountry camping/hiking and so much more... I can certainly take classes but even so I have found classes taught by men have the same mansplaining feel to me. No expectations, vulnerability meeting vulnerability with breath; just let and allow breath to happen. You can openly be in touch with your inner self and I can learn outward experience within a safe vulnerable space.
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