Because monkey mind wants to run and have me chase after old ghosts... Pantera Love If ever words were spoken Painful and untrue I said I loved but I lied In my life All I wanted Was the keeping Of someone like you As it turns out Deeper within me Love was twisted and pointed at you Never ending pain, quickly ending life You keep this love, thing, child, toy You keep this love, fist, scar, break You keep this love I'd been the tempting one Stole her from herself This gift in pain Her pain was life And sometimes I feel so sorry I regret this the hurting of you But you make me so unhappy I'd take my life and leave love with you I'd kill myself for you, I'd kill you for myself You keep this love, thing, child, toy You keep this love, fist, scar, break You keep this love No more head trips Source: LyricFind Songwriters: Vincent Paul Abbott / Darrell Lance Abbott / Rex Brown / Philip Anselmo This Love lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc Maybe I'm dropping and like quicksand I'm finding and grasping and pulling and dragging drowning... I'm no longer attached to you...you momentarily returned and I finally saw you for you and felt sadness for your struggles. I'm having difficulty letting go of how that time broke me. Thought I found my home in your arms...my playful spirit meeting another playful spirit with hours of playing, exploring, touching, cuddling, caressing and talking. I left her there with you Left her there heart broken spirit battered soul bruised Finally in a place wanting her back her smile her laugh her silliness her trusting of others her ability to be open her desire to touch be touched share give and love I see her return struggles staying in place I'm sorry I left her behind hiding running unable to face shining light on my dark coming to terms I left myself is the hardest part now in this spot here I stand I don't want with fear I'm with growth now able to face the mirror I have no want to tip toe on egg shells nor seek treatment with the white glove I want raw deep and the dirty as I take back my life I can stay open to my love https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QTLqj4fo4gQ
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