"Battery" Metallica
I just fucking did it. Bit the bullet. I was going to drag this sexual intensity out for another post then check his snap. But first, I did leave the house for the gym. Lifting weights always helps with anxiousness and sexual tension and sexual frustration. I went during the after work hours, I figured the gym would be full of business type people. I don't know what I was expecting but sure as shit not expecting the yard, the free weight area where the buff peacocks like to work out and strut and stare at themselves, to actually be full of eye candy. Not the show offs but nice eye candy. "Orion" Metallica I have to say the album Master Of Puppets is good for making out and fucking. I digress. I may have locked onto eyes longer than socially accepted. Especially on a few machines, the sitting leg press for one, as I was drawing my legs in to my chest my normal glance is eyes up maybe at the eyebrows then look away. But for one decent piece an eye lock and a smile. I was startled. I normally don't stay long enough to see another's reactive facial response. Another eye lock was on a stretching machine. You actually lock up your wrists so when you stretch back you won't fall back off the machine. I climbed that thing a little too happy to bind my wrists and I purposely sought out eyes to lock onto. I spot a decent young man, 12 o'clock; straddle the seat, eyes locked onto his and slowly slide both wrists into bands. A small faint smile crosses my lips as I pull my arms apart slowly to tighten the bands around my wrists. Ah, shit that felt good. I gave a thank you smile with a slight head nod to him for joining me on the little binding event I gave myself. Looked away and proceeded to lean back and enjoy the stretch. Okay back to the snap. I added something to my story that only he would understand. Why can I work that app better when I'm buzzed/drunk than sober? His reply was something like, he says I'm cute we can just play with each other. My panties melted slightly. Because, he did not in fact reject my proposal, but we can still play. He's there. He's a dom. And here's the thing, he's a hot young pup that likely has hundreds of instasnatch snacks playing with him already daily. He can make his rounds without getting bored of the person, however, doing the same thing with different chicks has to at a point get boring or in need of a greater stimulus because the receptors are burnt out. "Leper Messi ah" Metallica This is where this D/s comes into play! Not only that, but how do these people that play this way keep from catching feelings? Especially from women. I can't speak for others but know myself and by having D/s relations it would have a professional feel. I don't know, maybe I need to research if subs fall in love with their Doms or visa versa. I feel like it would work for me and give me something to write about. Maybe it's too much for him and that his 'dom' was just kinky bedroom stuff but not really a fetish thing. He's nervous? I don't know I can't speculate, but he has nothing to be nervous about. I think back when we did talk I was speaking to him in front of the house and he enjoyed that fact. That I had to carefully choose my words but I had to answer him. Ahhhhh, that was fucking hot. And to me very dom behavior, yes? I wish he would reconsider. I think this, I know this play would be amazing. I want him to dom me. I want to experience this. We could go slow as I think it normally does. I find out what he likes to be called. He continues to call me babygirl. I ask what would he have me do this week? Maybe start small, I'm to jerk off right before lunch, call out by his dom name. And then how to prove it was done, maybe a video, an audio, or a picture? I don't maybe record an audio and send it right away after completion because he'd expect it before noon sometime this week before the weekend. "Eye Of The Beholder" Metallica Definitely in a mood. Likely, scared him off. I seem pushy, or needy for wanting him to dom me which is a weird thing because subs are kind of wanting or needing to have stuff done. I don't have a next plan, I really didn't want to find a stranger. I thought he would, maybe I just need to go slow let this naturally develop? But I thought D/s were agreed upon before hand, like rules and safe words. Maybe he is reading some of my ideas and he's busy thinking about his own how to proceed with me. Handle me. Well, my imagination runs when he makes any contact with me so there's that; my imagination and just a hello babygirl ahhhnnnd I'm coming. Fitting end I suppose. "Shortest Straw" Metallica
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