ASMR, all day today and now into the night. Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response is when you feel tingles on your head, or down your spine from either a gentle touch or watching another being touched. It's usually never a sexual touch or a sexual experience. I've had it my whole life and thought the rest of the world operated the same. For instance I could and still can watch someone brush another's hair and feel a pleasant calming tingling effect. I say usually not a sexual experience but if a good ASMR video, doesn't even have to be sexual in nature, gets me going I'm not going to waste my heightened easily aroused state. So I'm a greedy cum slut. However, for the most part watching or experiencing ASMR usually doesn't end up with me masturbating. A Canadian study actually had participants take part in an fMRI study along with those that do not experience ASMR. The basic findings are those that experience ASMR don't have the capabilities to filter and stop all information being received by their senses. Greedy brain wanting all the experiences from all of the senses. Well, I am greedy. Now add the rush of chemicals that come from lust and attraction. I won't even throw into the mix that I'm having the opposite effect that comes with premenopause; my libido has increased. Also psychiatrist approved the discontinuance of Zoloft and Ativan which also plays a part on increased libido. And the fact I have not had sex in 8 years. I can be assured my blog, a connection with an old flame and with recent erotic proclivities that this is not a midlife crisis. It is the latter that has caused more ASMR episodes, specifically today. Read "Wicked Game" a few times today along with a few of his messages and my dopamine levels I'm sure were fluctuating. I came across this morning Bram Stoker's Dracula soundtrack, in particular "Mina/Dracula". Brain tingles. I had forgotten my favorite movie. The intense pull between Dracula and Mina is palpable. Intense. My senses today happily had no filters. Experienced musical frisson basically with every song I heard today. I was moved to tears while listening to "Ascension" on the same album. I could really smell the creamy richness of the ghee in my butter coffee along with picking apart cinnamon and nutmeg in the delicious pumpkin spice blend. Walking to my car I felt the chilled air envelope me; wrapping and swirling around me up under my poncho. Looking up to light falling snow I was mindful of the delicate flakes that floated softly on my face. Every person I came in contact with, I looked into their eyes and smiled with them not just as them. My senses today were definitely active and not filtering anything. I wanted to take it all in. Exchanging messages with him increased my sensitivity, made worse when I was in class; having delicious thoughts when I should've been focused on other things. When it comes to sex it's all in the brain; and that my brain acts insatiable when it comes to my senses is amazing. However it may explain why sometimes during heightened sexual arousal I'm feeling discombobulated. Or fumble through texts. I don't know, but whatever is going on, please don't stop. Smith, Stephen D., et al. “Atypical Functional Connectivity Associated with Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response: An Examination of Five Resting-State Networks.” Brain Connectivity, vol. 9, no. 6, 2019, pp. 508–518., doi:10.1089/brain.2018.0618.
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