I did it. E book via library 'cause I'm cheap like that but also a minimalist; I won't purchase a book unless I absolutely must covet and one I will reread. 50 Shades of Grey. DV had sent me a link to a scene in the movie 50 Shades Freed-playroom. Fascinating. Titillating. Our conversation was already hot, however this definitely tipped me over. 125 million sold thought I'd give it a go.
Forty something pages in and my high hopes were crashing when I noticed my mind preferred to wander from Mr. Christian Grey and Miss Steele's first meeting to when I met DV; now that was hot. Granted I haven't finished reading, even getting to the good bits, but just seems like a typical story. Rich, powerful guy meets naive malleable young girl. I, before knowing this, had a fantasy of DV reading this to me. Nope. He deserves his own work to read. Fuck he could just read anything to me, that voice, his sound, and the confidence in his voice is what does it for me. 'Cause I'm all about that bass. I'm really trying to stick with the book, maybe I could take a mini vacation from the cold I've been dealing with and get worked up enough by the book to break one off. 52 pages and I can't hold my want to write, in any longer. I get up, it's dark in the house, grab my laptop and I turn the dining light on to dim, mood lighting if you will. Bra less, just a large yellow t shirt and undies, I plant my ass on a small blanket on the chair- chair is cold and in case I work up an excitement. I'm thinking what could he read. Is there work from a man's point of view, I feel like the 50 Shades is obviously written by a woman for women even without me knowing the author is female. It would have to be from a man's perspective to a woman, telling me what I like. Even though it's for a woman it's to come from a man if this makes any sense. In my head it makes sense so that's that. Now I know perfectly well I am putting WAY too much thought into this, into any of this but this is my fantasy. When the heat increased between us, I knew I was going to fucking run with this, here's me running. I haven't spoken to him in days and wish I had recorded audio because I feel like the memory and fantasy of this is the thing that is keeping DV's voice in the forefront of my mind. I'm so hoping that wasn't the last of the play. And quite frankly maybe I fucking scared him, I've been told I am too much. Ssshhh you're too loud. You're too wet. You're a handful. Too excited. A little too aggressive. Yet he was the one that scared me. Back to my too much thought. Just realized, impossible to have a man's perspective to a woman using her words. It's here somewhere I can feel it. The double talk was hot because I wasn't sure at first, I mentioned to him FO76 needed a blushing emoticon. Blushing and biting my lip. He somehow knew when I was biting my lip. Biting my lip from nervousness, and to keep my quick excited inhalations quiet. But he knew. He kept playing. He knew what to say, how to say it and when to say it. He knew I couldn't say too much and I had to find rated G ways of responding to him because of my small house. Making me squirm, he was getting something out of this also? He said my voice worked him up. Whelp that made my breathing harder and deeper to turn him on as much as he was turning me on; I'm not selfish. He said it was "cute" (so enjoy that) when I was trying to find ways of responding to him that wouldn't give any hint of what was being said on his end. It was the compilation of his voice, things he was telling me and my inability to respond; that was provocative. Sultry. His seduction. This reading, I would want to have him give or me to create for pleasurable fantasy would for one be of me not being able to respond like I'd like to or freely. A smirk just now crosses my face and I can feel an instant flush as I had an idea. My imagination is a beautiful thing. I just envisioned him talking to me, in game. Maybe in mid sentence of some arbitrary gaming conversation we are having, and without skipping a beat he just says, "Now this is how it's going to go. Little response from you, little noise coming from your mouth. What you say can't be blatantly sexually obvious in return. Even if you are alone and can tell me how much you'd like for me to fuck you. If this is broken, you will be punished." Okay wow. I have to say so myself, that is some hot shit right there. I can totally see him saying something like this. He has a commanding vocal presence. Even my laptop is heated, the whir from the fan is a bit loud and rude. Punishment. I have not a clue. I'm going to go marinate on this...and this statement I'm going to imagine him telling me in his delicious manner. I see my blanket was in fact needed. *eta I went back to proof read this time, and fucking fuck that shit I fantasized he would say just made my mouth drop and cheeks blush up just like he did when he first started double talking me up. Until on the flip, pull it to the side, keep it up and stay slow~
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